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| tralalallala not much to talk about, been struggling in school with classes, i need to find a way to balance the fun with my studying. umm my birthday is sunday, pretty pumped for it. ive already gotten two presents, woo. ummm yah not much. just been having fun. been pretty happy lately. been having fun with friends and i have a great boyfriend, not everyone thinks so but they dont know him like i do. he makes me really happy and i am really glad to have him in my life.   
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
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i know this may be redundant
but i think it bares repeating.
i think i've found my other half.
i swear i've found my better half. 
Your nothing more than a typical whore
and i wont be your fool
anymore 
When I was young I was invincible,
I find myself now thinking twice,
I never thought about no future,
its just the roll of the dice.
But the day may come when you've got something to lose,
and just when you think you're done paying dues
And you say to yourself, dear God what Have I done?
And hope its not too late 'cause tomorrow may never come.
Reach For the Sky, 'cause tomorrow may never come
Reach For the Sky, 'cause tomorrow may never come
Yesterday is history and tomorrow's a mystery
But baby right now, its just about you and me,
You can run you can hide, just like Bonnie and Clyde
Reach for the sky ain't never gonna die,
and I thank the Lord for the love I have found
and hold you tight cause tomorrow may never come.
So if you please take this moment
Try if you can make it last
Don't think about no future and just forget about the past
and make it last.
<3 Jess | | |
| So, its been a while, schools pretty fun, been getting pretty homesick lately tho, not gonna lie, for the past week or two all ive wanted to do was quit school, go home and be with my mommy and all my friends. i miss all my old friends, i havent made any great ones at school yet, atleast not like the ones i have from home. no one can beat them. they are the best. i cant wait for christmas break when everyone is home. now that its over, i realize that highschool was actually a pretty good time in my life, if you dont include the whole going to classes part. ok well lets get on this entry because i know your excited, you are excited arent you? im pretty pumped.   
  
  
  
  
  
  
"It's silly to wish impossible things
but they give you the best dreams" 
These children learn from cigarette burns,
fast cars, fast women, and cheap drinks.
It feels right.
All these asphyxiated, self-medicated ;
take the white pill, you'll feel alright.
Kill the lights. 
it's hard to let the miles keep passing by.
the yellow lines keep blending together in my eyes.
and when seasons change again, then i will too.
i just want to be closer to you. 
<3 Jess | | |
| so here i am. i am tring to enjoy my last week of summer before i leave for college. this will probably be my last post for a very very long time becasue i wont have a laptop when im at school cuz jess is poooorrr. there will be some visits at home that maybe i will make a new post. but yah this is my ending for a while. im excited for school but mostly nervous. oh well. hooray for new chapters in my life.oh and something new about me, i got my industrial peirced yesterday, i think it hurt more then my tattoo. but it looks sweet.   
  
  
  
  
Maybe I just want to fly
I want to live I don't want to die
Maybe I just want to breath
Maybe I just don't believe
Maybe you're the same as me
We see things they'll never see
You and I are gonna live forever 
Maybe I will never be
All the things that I want to be
But now is not the time to cry
Now's the time to find out why
I think you're the same as me
We see things they'll never see
You and I are gonna live forever
We're gonna live forever
Gonna live forever
Live forever
Forever 
Anything for you
Turn my castles blue Turn my bones to sand
Just to see you
I'll give you anything
I'll give you anything 
<3 Jess | | |
| Ive been in a slump, i havent liked myself very much this summer, iv been hating myself actually and have been nothing but confused about life and who i should be, who i want to be, and who i am. i think i can start to be happy now. i can start moving on. i can learn something from everything that happens   
  
  
<3 Jess | | |
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